I have not post my blog for awhile now and this is my first post in almost 2 years. I decide to start to post again in this new blog because so many thing has happened to me in the past week. The biggest shock would be none other than my wife said she does not love me any more and the attitude she has towards me just changed.
She said I am just like her family now and there is no more love. I was shock to hear that. I can feel she treated me worsen than her family, friends and her customers. She even had smile on her face when she chatted with her family. I did not know what I did wrong. We just came back from our vacation in February and it was not like we did not take break from work.
I am really lost and did not know what to do. She spent more and more time chatting MSN, Facebook, Google with others. I knew she even chatted off work while waiting for me. She lied to me that she cannot go online during that time. I did not point out that I knew she lied. I was just sad. She had a lot of guy friends that she can talk for for whole day.
I think I am losing her and I am tired. I have no mood to work I used to look forward to see her every day after work but not anymore. I am actually afraid now.
